Digte

Angry Again
You said your love for me was forever
That is not true admit it now or never

No matter what you say I know it is a lie
I’ll never talk to you again so just go one and cry

After that mistake you made
There is nothing left for you but hate

Hunter
Endless pain screaming loud
The feeling of abuse
Out of control – helpless
Aggression turned to hate
As the hunter becomes the hunted

Emptiness and guilt fill the mind
Hatred eats you up
Misery running wild
Crying out in sorrow
As the hunter becomes the hunted

I’m a Psycho
I feel anger every time I see you
Why – well you must know
Just the thoughts of you can make me a killer
So you better watch out

When you are out alone
You would never know
I could be standing at the next corner
Waiting just for you to come

When you are home alone
You must open the door
I could be the one knocking’
Before opening – you better make sure

If I find you sleeping
And find you I will
Maybe not today or tomorrow
But I’ll be waiting for your life to take

A chance for revenge is all I need
Maybe you can’t see why
But I’m not like you
I’m ten times worse . . .. I’m a psycho . . .

Do you feel safe?

In My Dreams
In my dreams
We are always together
– and will never part

In my dreams
I’m everything for you
– the only one you need

In my dreams
You will always want me
– and never break my heart

In my dreams
You are my desire
– the only one for me

In my dreams
I’m in control
– but it is just a dream . . .

The Psycho Inside
I’m not the one killing
‘Cuz I’m not in control
The power of chaos overtakes
And the psycho in me awakes . . ..

I feel helpless – out of control
But I will follow my desire
The only big disaster
Would be letting down my master

Lying there you look so innocent
But the voice tell me not to care
As I grab the knife
I know I’ll take your life

A pool of blood lies on the floor
Fear is printed in your eyes
Your lifeless body on my bed
The voice still talking in my head

I reached my climax watching you bleed
The voice stopped and silence rules again
I fear the next time the psycho will awake
Telling me yet a life to take. . ..

Stay Forever
No matter what you say
My love is only for you
Don’t tell me it’s wrong that way
‘Cuz there is nothing I can do

Now you know how I feel
If you should not say never
Soon I will for you kneel
Hoping you will stay forever

My Dream
Why do you have to say never
I do not understand
I know I can love you forever
Just give me your hand

A silent and distant scream
As my thoughts are always with you
When I’m awake or when I dream
Everything for me is new

You are always with me
And we shall never part
‘Cuz if we are not to be
You will break my heart

Submission Of Stigmata
Ripping Jesus from the cross
His hands nailed and bound
Tearing skin off his chest
He doesn’t make a sound

Christian people gather around me
Starting to kneel and pray
Cutting out his beating heart
his face is turning grey

Earth beginning to crack
Christians scream and fall
I see the fear in their eyes
And swear I´ll kill them all

Punishing their pathetic lives
Awaiting to reach my goal
River of blood running wild
Watching them lose their souls

Chaos surrounding the area
Silence screaming in me
Corpses will never rise
How could this ever be . . .

. . . submission of stigmata.

Thoughts Of Chaos
Restless thoughts in my head
Thoughts of you – wanting me dead
Chaos control me – making me kill
Taking ‘em down – what a thrill

Knife cutting through skin
Sound of death – blood so thin
Rivers of blood – I’ve made a sin
I’ve got nothing to loose – I can only win . . .

Fall Of A Race
Darkness rules again
Chaos overtakes the day
No one will be saved
No need to beg and pray

Fires are burning
Lightning rips the sky
A crying priest on his knees
Oh God – please tell me why

Pools of blood are joined
Corpses lying around
Human race is running wild
Silence is the only sound

All these years of pain
It was stopped by this rage
The only human still alive
Is tied up in a cage

Revenge Of Beelzebub
I killed Jesus just to see him bleed
The Christians gathered around us
Their chosen one was down – dead
They fell to their knees – crying
So weak they were – caught by sorrow
Their lives are over – there is no tomorrow

As they knelt showing their pain
I slowly stepped up behind them
Grabbing my blade slicing their heads off one by one
The last one alive was peeled while still alive
Screaming and twisting – it did not help him
At the end of this I poked out his eyes

Now I was named an outcast of time
No man would ever talk to me again
My anger was let out on the Christian race
At this time my mission was complete
Jesus had suffered to my superior master
The no good Christian blood looking so pure

The flames of hell raised to burn this world
All angels fell to the ground with burning wings
Their guts scattered all over the boiling ground
Standing there looking at the rage I had made
Feeling my greatest and bloodiest victory
Now I was named a punisher . . .. a deicide.

Collision With Fate
Who is running this world
Shall we ever know
Is it a world of human race
Or is it just a dream

Is this world of joy and pleasure
Then why fight in war
Can’t we co-exist with each other
Why hunt them down

Who is in control of this
Are we just puppets
Can this really be happening
Or is it just a sick play

Is there a power in charge of us
Can we all decide
Who is this person above all
Do we have a choice

Is it the devil or is it God
One thing is sure
When time is up you’ll know
Not just one power runs the show

Reckoning Day
Denying me pleasure
Causing me pain
I just can’t take it
I’m going insane

Fury of aggression
The powers of hate
I gotta keep on
This is his fate

Looking like a rose
His blood lies around
Gasping for air
What a hollow sound

Don’t care at all
Can’t feel its wrong
Stabbing him again
Repeating the song . . .

“Don’t want no revenge
Ain’t no payback time
It ain’t called getting even
Here comes the reckoning day”

Brought me pleasure
Screaming my name
He couldn’t take it
We played my game

Observing the scene
Do you know what I saw
You won’t believe it
It was my farther in law . . ..

Son Of 666
They all accuse me
But I’m not the one
They say I’m the devil
But I’m only his son

One thing is for sure
My victims will kneel
Sooner or later
When they taste the steel

I’m not a slaughter
I will not cause a disaster
The one leading my blade
Is my father – my master

Creation Of Peace
Light slowly fades
Darkness creating chaos
We have no future
No promise of another day

The gods have judged us to death
We shall all burn in hell
No Christian soul will be sparred
Only nailed on a cross

Wise men choked by their god
He turned against them in this rage
Causing death and destruction
Human race is now history . . .

Finally there is peace on earth

My Love
My love for you
I can’t explain
When you ain’t around
I only feel pain

When we are close
I feel so strong
The beat of our hearts
Love is our song

Will I ever loose you
I have the fear
But why be scarred
When you are here

Wearing my ring
My doubt is away
Together we are
And forever we’ll stay

Thoughts Of You
Raindrops on my head
Like tears on a rose
If I can’t be with you
I might as well be dead

Thinking only of you
Like possessed by a dream
But are we meant to be
And are you thinking of me too

Although you broke my heart
I miss our time together
There was nothing I could do
As we drifted slowly apart

Now I’m here all alone
I need someone to love
‘Cuz when you left me
me heart turned to stone

I loved you ever so much
But did you care at all
Tears leaking from my eyes
Remembering our final touch . . .

. . . please come back.

Memories
Thinking
Of our time together

Remembering
The loving moments

Missing
Your loving smile

Hearing
Your heart beating

Feeling
Your naked body

Tasting
Your sweet lips

Wishing
For you love

Wanting
To be with you

Praying
For a second chance

Needing
You by my side

Hoping
You’ll come back to me

The Chair
Standing here all alone
I really can’t see why
Looking at the brightest sun
As I’m about to die

Holding your hand in mine
A single tear leaves the eye
Knowing we’ll never meet again
When I kiss your lips goodbye

I have waited years for this day
They’ve called me son-of-a-bitch
I’m sitting here in the dark
As I hear them flick on the switch…

Min Engel
Du er mit lys
I de mørke tider

Du er min sang
I den tavse stilhed

Du er min varme
I de kolde nætter

Du er mit selskab
Når jeg er ensom

Du er min trøst
Når jeg er bange

Du er min engel
Alt hvad jeg behøver

A Glimpse Of The Future
Mankind in progress
While the planet go down
Machines taking over
Where animals are replaced
Success is power
Power is money

Chaos is rising
While forest is to fall
Man is moving in
Where animals used to live
Success is power
Power is money

Hate is growing
While love bites the dust
War is in control
Where peace once ruled
Success is power
Power is money

Oil is leaking
While water seem to vanish
Pollution is to spread
Where nature has grown
Success is power
Power is money

Fantasy is living
While reality is left behind
Technology is gaining
Where man could have ruled
Success is power
Power is money

God Of Our Life
God is our creator
Creator of both animals
And all mankind
Creator of a world of life

God is in control
Control of you and me
He can’t be touched
Controlled by no other

God create miracles
Miracles for mankind
Saving the planet
Doing miracles for us

But if god is perfect
Why all the pain
And if god has control
Why all the dying

With nothing bad
God would not be great
With no power
He could not create

For god to be perfect
An opposition has to be
The devil is its name
And it could be me

Man is in control
And man is bad
The devil has won
So god just sad

Mit Ét Og Alt
Så højt som bjergene
Der går ind i himlen

Så kraftigt som havet
Der bølger verden over

Så varmt som solen
Der gløder i ørkenen

Så hårdt som vinden
Der suser om natten

Så meget
Elsker jeg dig

mit ét og alt.

The Freeman
My life’s dedicated to the underworld
No man ever loved me – I’m all hate
I’m the edge between life and death
Never will they forgive me

Any enemy of the Dragons is my victim
My reward is respect and a life in darkness
No one knows when I’ll strike or how
I move in shadows before I hit

I live by rules made by ancient monks
As the chosen one I’m honored
With skills of the dragon and no feelings
I’m the preferred weapon of the underworld

My existents is a well known secret
Every day I live I’m a sinner
The gods hate me, the Dragons don’t
With a heart of stone I carry out my mission

My orders has first priority in my life
No man shall stand in my way
I’m known by the underworld as a killer
The Dragons call me law and justice

My victims and their surroundings know me as
The Freeman

Our Life
In the beginning
Everything was so sweet
No problems no matter what
We could stay up late
Be together day and night
At the time we were friends

As time went by
We became a lot closer
Then problems started forming
We can’t do as we want
Too often we can’t be together
But we were a couple

In these days
I really miss holding you
The problems are growing
We are almost never alone
But I did never hurt you
And now we are engaged

I hope for the future
That we can always be together
And be free of all problems
Do what we want to do
Never be apart from each other
Live one life of love

Just like you
Like sent from heaven
You entered my life
Gave me new energy

Like a mystery
I had to explore
Needed to learn
Had to know more

Like a beautiful rose
You were in bloom
Wanted to pick you
Hold you in my hand

Like the warm winds
You surround me
Making me melt inside
Having me wish for more

The Rose
The first drops of blood appear
The knife cut through her skin
Her hands cuffed to the bed
Her eyed filled with fear

I slice out her tongue
The screams stop all is silent
The sheets are soaked with blood
She knows death is near

Almost fainted and still bleeding
She gave up the fighting
No more struggling for life
She submitted to the pain

I’m now in total domination
My victim lay before me
Still bringing her massive torture
Showing no mercy

Putting a rose in her mouth
Matching the pool of blood
Now she’s had enough
And finally close her eyes…

Lies
Painful look in her eyes
She made only one mistake
And now she will pay
Answer to my wrath
My policy of truth is this
Never will I forgive

A truth not told
Has sealed her fate in life
My trust has been broken
I feel extreme hate
Death is one solution
She shall not be spared

Left to be lonely
The first kiss killed it all
No way back for her
It’s over and she’s gone
Her time has ended
This was her last lie

Heart And Soul
Deep in my heart
Lonelyness grow
Pain feed of this
All becomes misery
Sorrow is a part of me
More than happiness
I feel on my own
No one is mine to be

Lost in my soul
That is what I am
Happy I’ll never be
Life without love
The story of my existence
I’m no good for anyone
But all I pray for
Is just one chance
To prove my love to you

Painful Fantasy
If you only knew
How much I feel for you
Then maybe you would see
What you really mean to me

It’s just a fantasy
That will never be
I only feel the pain
And never seem to gain

Your Love is holy
Out of reach to me
If there was a God
I know what I’d pray for

Dreaming?
I feel tension as time passes by
Carelessness swallow my heart
Every day seem like a nightmare
Never the less I’m not dreaming

Sitting here looking out the window
Gazing at this cold town
Wonder why people are sinning
Never the less I’m not dreaming

Some people just want power and money
Others settle for a life of love
I can’t get any of these things
Never the less I’m not dreaming

Birds are flying happy and free
Humans live in great cages
All life forms should be free
Never the less I’m not dreaming

Time has turned us all into egos
We don’t think about each other
We all struggle for power and money
In this war we forget about love
Never the less I’m not dreaming

One
We all want a special thing
A reason to live and smile
Something that is unique
One thing that make us complete
We would kill for that one thing
Do everything in our power
To give up is not an option
Without this thing we feel lost

To me that one thing is you
When we met I felt complete
For a while I was invincible
Until you walked out the door
Now I’m just me again
Waiting for the next encounter
The illusion of being complete
A vision of you and me together

Dreaming about holding you close
You’re the one thing I ever wanted
The one thing I ever needed
The only thing I ever wished for
You’re my desire and perfection
Complete you can make me

If someone should answer this prayer
Let me have my one special thing
I would be king of the world
One unanswered question on my mind
But I guess only time will tell
Will this be the end?

I can’t tell you what to do
But I can still hope for a chance
To prove my love to you

Knights Of The Night
Beers are being emptied and the mood is rising
Nothing around us is in our interest
A war could be fought – it would not matter
The dark lights are dimmed to the minimum
Darkness is one with the mood

Singing the old classics of our time
Enjoying the company of each other
The guys just having the time of their life
No mistakes can be made today
All we can do is have a blast

The table is filled with stabled beer cans
Time is not our biggest problem
No one is left alone in this club
Never shall we leave this friendship
Like brothers we take on the world

ALWAYS. . . NO MATTER WHAT!!

I Don’t Care
I don’t care about what people do
As long as I still have you

I don’t care what they say
As long as our love will stay

I don’t care if I have to fight
As long as you’re here tonight

I don’t care about killing a stranger
As long as you’re not in danger

I don’t care if I live or die
As long as you don’t make me cry

I don’t care where we are
As long as you’re not too far

Actions Of Hate
Anger rules my world
There is nothing you can do
Praying me to stop the hate
Why should I? it’s my fate

Tears I do not know of
Trying to eat me up
Hoping there’s still something to do
To stop the pain being let out on you

Slaying your father to death
Beating away on your mother
I don’t see it’s wrong
‘Cuz hate is the only song

Angry thoughts rage in my head
I feel death and chaos
Thinking how happy you would be
With another guy than me

ScarnoX
Powers of ScarnoX
Will cause you pain

Powers of ScarnoX
Will manipulate your brain

Powers of ScarnoX
Will always remain

Control of ScarnoX
You can never gain

Why?
An endless list of why’s
Come to mind when I see you
Why’s that make it hard for me
To live out my dream

Why do you ignore me
Don’t I live in your world
Am I just dreaming of you
Or do you hate me

Why don’t you like me
For the person I am
What you see is what you get
I don’t play games

Why am I not good enough
There’s no price on my love
Nothing I wouldn’t do
To make you feel like a woman

Why can’t I have you
When you’re all I want
The keeper of my heart
Goddess of my dreams

Den dag
Lyset blev kastet ned fra himlen
Alt blev grønt og fuglene sang
Regnbuen viste sig i fulde farver
Dyrene blev tamme og fredelige
Krigene stoppede med ét
En større harmoni var skabt

Det skarpe lys havde bragt glæde
Medført en ny grund til livet
Givet os en engel af kærlighed
Givet mig mere end det
Hevet folk ud af sorg og nød
Gjort alle mennesker lige

Lyset er måske meningsløst
Jorden vil aldrig få harmoni
Krige vil altid blive udkæmpet
Sult vil hærge hos de fattige
Jeg har blot skrevt et digt
Om det der aldrig vil blive

Måske anses det som dumt
Men sådan var min verden
På et tidspunkt i mit liv
Lyset blev kastet fra himlen
Og en engel trådte ud af det
Kærlighedens engel var dig

Nu vil du sidde og tænke
Kalde dette et simpelt digt
Måske har du ret i din tanke
Jeg er muligvis håbløs og naiv
Uden chance for det jeg ønsker
Men en ting er dog sikkert

Den dag stjernerne falder ned fra himlen
Den dag solen er mindre end jorden
Den dag månen er større end solen
Den dag mænd kan føde børn
Den dag der er 13 måneder på et år
Den dag vil jeg glemme dig

Always
I’m not perfect, I know that
Didn’t crawl out of your dreams
I’m no prince on a white horse
Might not look like a model
I’m not a rich millionaire
All I can offer is a promise
I’ll always be there

I’ll support you all I can
Love you every living second
I’ll listen when you speak
Never turn my back on you
I’ll hold you through the night
You’ll never feel lonely with me
I’ll always be there

The Fading
When you’re not here
When I’m lonely
No one to turn to
No one to hold
That’s when I think
That’s when I’m dead
Dead in my heart
Dead to this world
A world full of pain
A world without love
The love that I need
The love towards you
My only joy in life
My only great wish
Wish to share my life
Wish to build a future
A future with feelings
A future of happiness
Happy to be in love
Happy to be alive
Alive being with you
Alive living a dream
A dream of you
A dream of us
Us together in love
Us never apart
Apart like we are now
Apart we’ll always be
Be living alone forever
Be stuck in the truth
A truth without us
A truth full of pain
Pain that bring tears
Pain that breaks my heart
A heart I’d give to you
A heart with no chance
Chance to feel happy
Chance to be with you
With you is my fantasy
With you I’d be king
King of my dreams
King of my life
A life where I need you
A life with you as wife
Wife to share my love
Wife of my heart
A heart beating for you
A heart about to break
Break in a million pieces
Break and never recover
Recover from the pain
Recover from the loss
The loss of your love
The loss of you in my life

Tankernes Tunnel
I en svævende tilstand
Bevæger jeg mig gennem muren
En mur af normalitet og fornuft
Portalen har fjernet alle spor
Tegn på hvad, der har været

På vej væk fra lyset
Som ensomheden fortrænger
Med tunge skridt jeg forcere
Gennem døre og porte
Tiden er gået stille i stå

Hvad er meningen med livet
Mon nogen holder dette svar
Skal kærlighed gøre ondt
Bør man nyde den smerte
Kun spørgsmål og ingen svar

I den trance er jeg hjemme
Med et brag er turen slut
Livets regler er igen i fokus
Glæder mig til igen at vandre
Gennem tankernes tunnel

Over
I show you my fear
You can see it in my eyes
As I blink my tears away
You look at me with sadness
nothing in your eyes
Now it´s over

Days gone by
still I´m thinking of you
A new day without you
and I will not survive
It is over

When I think of you
I melt inside
My happiness is gone
The light in my eyes
has turned off
It´s finally over

Until Eternity
The day I answered the phone
You made it clear to me
Something was to change
Your voice was determined
As you told me about him
Why not you and me?

It was a party at a friend
That were to change my life
A guy I didn’t know
Took you away from me
My future was crushed
Why not you and me?

Love of my life
If you only knew
what you meant to me
maybe you would have stayed
and together we would be
… until eternity

The story you told me
Was a blow to my heart
I had to react on this
To make all right again
Wanting you back, girl
Why not you and me?

Love of my life
If you only knew
what you meant to me
maybe you would have stayed
and together we would be
… until eternity

On the phone you said
My love wasn’t pure
Blamed it all on me
The worst thing you said
Was I took you for granted
Why not you and me?

Love of my life
If you only knew
what you meant to me
maybe you would have stayed
and together we would be
… until eternity

If this party never were
We’d still be together
Now walls keep us apart
And lightning will strike
‘Cuz my hands turned red
Why not you and me?

Love of my life
If you only knew
what you meant to me
maybe you would have stayed
and together we would be
… until eternity

Lykken/Løkken
Hævet over folket
stående på denne høj
det grønne græs omgiver mig
fuglenes sang spredes
og Solstråler brydes af træerne

Kun du er hos mig
din støtte er nødvendig
uden dig falmer alt
længes efter din tryghed
og Solstråler brydes af træerne

Holder dig i hånden
du kærtegner mine hænder
omfavner blidt min hals
du føles som evigheden
og Solstråler brydes af træerne

Stille strammes dit greb
du holder mig nu helt tæt
nu vil du give mig frihed
mit fald er endeligt
og Solstråler brydes af træerne

Kun Din
Stjernerne om natten
ville jeg give dig
det store ocean
måtte sluge mig
sne som et lagen
lad det begrave mig
træerne så grønne
fald og knus mig
solen og dens magt
sæt ild til mig
regnen så mægtig
kan ikke slukke mig
det røre mig ikke
hvis jeg kunne have dig

Distant Love
Distant but near
wandering in my thoughts
haunting me each day
but still I can’t hold you
feel you lips touch mine
my heart skips a beat
just thinking of you
the rose I want to pick
your thornes may hurt
love is my pain
and you’re the cure

Together yet alone
far away from hapiness
lonely all day long
hoping for your hand
in return of my heart
wishing each second
that we could be
like flowers in paradise
simply give you everything
by your side forever
but you’re not here

Frozen
Emptiness fill my heart
and I just wish you were here
it breaks me that we’re apart
only you can stop my tears

Lonely sitting here all night
hoping you think the same
want to hold your body tight
I could cry out your name

You make me shine so bright
don’t wanna be without you
I’ll never leave your side
just hope you feel it too

Wonder where you are now
if you will ever call
please tell me why and how
only you can break my fall

Time Has Failed
Time has failed
think only of you
you walked out
gave no reason
wander in my soul
haunt me at night
they all said it
time would do
but
I still love you

Time has failed
even this very day
days weeks months
it didn’t matter
you still exist
my heart feels you
my dreams want you
my life needs you
but
I can’t have you

If I only knew why

Never Again
Memories of love
and what has been
things I enjoyed
will never be again

Illusion of hope
what I wish for
to hold you close
lying on the floor

Thoughts of trust
I only felt sorrow
Your love – my lust
Now there’s no tomorrow

Ensom
Jeg ved ikke hvor jeg er
ved hvor jeg har været
ved hvor jeg vil hen
men ikke hvordan
dit hjerte viser mig dig
men kan ikke finde vej
du er i mine drømme
der kan jeg holde dig
når mine øjne åbnes
er der igen den lange vej

Ensom II
Mine tanker er hos dig
minderne ligeså
men uanset hvad jeg gør
synes det at være forkert
roserne dør fra mine tåre
vandet skyller det hele væk
jeg står ensom tilbage
kigger mod mørket der truer
det vil opsluge mig
tage dig væk fra mig
igen skal jeg vandre alene

Left And Gone
A soul lost forever
when you left me dying
a sunrise turning black
never to be dawning
a crying man kneeling
looking at the locked door
a tear always falling
one by one on the floor
a person lost in time
thinking of tomorrow
a happiness fadin’ away
no chance of returning
a memory full of love
byt no one to hold
a heart broken for life
the scars will never heal

Your Love My Lust
Memories of love
and what has been
things I enjoyed
will never be again

Illussion of hope
what I wish for
to hold you close
lying on the floor

Thoughts of trust
I only felt sorrow
Your love – my lust
no chance of tomorrow

Sleep
In this time of lonelynes
with no love in my life
I see myself in a grey world
faceless people stare at me
and everything seem to rumble

Outside heaven is crying again
her tears are joining mine
all we need is a little sunshine
to become stronger and smile
and not just suffer alone

Few things I have to enjoy
no one to caress and hold
but you wandering in my thoughts
looking forward to sleeping
the only time I’m alowed to live

Closing my bleeding eyes
I feel a hand on my chest
a single kiss on my lips
you dwell in my arms at night
two hearts beating as one

I wake up and you’re gone
again I’ve been dreaming
then I can hold you close
suddenly paradise is gone
morning chases it all away

I just want to sleep forever

At First Sight
I never had faith
thought is was fake
these things can’t be
even if not
why should it be me?

Not before last night
convinced I’ve become
my world stood still
surprise to me
what was goin’ on?

Now I believe it
I was wrong all along
still can’t explain why
it just happened
did lightning strike?

-or love at first sight?

Stone
Every dream is a nightmare
Haunted by the best of times
Tearing apart my shattered mind
And turning the world to stone
Oh baby, don’t leave me here alone

Living in the coldest shadows
Getting burned by the warmest sun
Painting my hopes with fear
And turning my heart to stone
Oh baby, you left me here alone

Looking at the beautiful angel
She brings tears to my eyes
Realized I can never win
And will live my life alone
Oh baby, why are you made of stone